Whiskey

I’m getting quite scared

Scared because it looks like I’m falling in love with you

But I don’t think you care

For you have no fucking clue about how I feel

I truly have no intention of giving my heart to somebody new

I’ve been there before

And it’s my heart he broke into million pieces

Can somebody help me stop

From falling for this man

I don’t want to have to go through love again

Because it always hurts

I find it hard to look away

When you say the things you say

I try to be so cold

But you melted the chill away

I’m afraid to give my heart to you

Because I’m terrified of what will happen

And the things that you’ll do

I’m fighting so fucking hard

To keep the feeling inside

But I don’t think I can

I wanna hold your hand

I’m honestly afraid of the outcome

‘Cause I always end up getting hurt

Drunk diaries